Monday, November 9, 2009
WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
nak tau kenapa???
sebabnya 1 je, THRIPS yg aku kutip time ak dok demam tu dah meninggal dunia..innalillah...
aku pon x tau lah kenapa,WHY..nape lah diorg sukar tuk hidup lama skit???
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY??
skang ni aku x dek air mata nak dititiskan,walaupun aku teringin sangat nak jerit, meraung dpan public kat tgh2 KL tu...
nak kata hari ni idup aku malang??
rasanya hari2 aku rasa malang je....!!
walaupon aku ngah berusaha menyabarkan ati aku ni,kata kat diri aku (pasti ade hikmahnya..)
tapi klu dah macam ni,aku rasa cam x berbaloi je aku habiskan duit,tenaga & masa aku tuk melayan THRIPS tu suma...
dah la ari sabtu tu,aku gi jugak lah collect THRIPS tu walaupun aku demam, x larat nak berdiri lama2 pon..huhuhuhuhu...TnT
tapi ape dah jadi?? mereka2 sekalian tu mati gak...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiii,geramnya!!!
kadang2 aku rasa cam dah give up je..tp bla aku pikir balik (time rasional lah), camne lah perasaan mak ayah aku klu aku x lulus tesis ni...
tp tu lagi men"stress"kan aku..Ya Allah, kau tolong lah hamba-Mu yg dah semakin lemah ni..berikanlah aku kekuatan & kesabaran...amin~~
skang aku dah wat keputusan..aku dah xnak pikir pasal tesis ni wat masa sekarang..aku nak pikir pasal exam je..lantaklah klu Dr.A nak cakap ape pon..yg tau susah senang nye diri aku sendiri..org lain cakap bukan main senang...cuba kalau dia tu dalam situasi aku ni..bru tau..
Thursday, November 5, 2009
You belong with me vs Paranoid...?
aku suka ngat lagu2 ni coz dua-dua ade kaitan ngan aku..hehe..
Taylor Swift - You belong with me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin' for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin' to myself
Hey isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin' by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.
Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
Jonas Brother - Paranoid
I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But I’m about to break a sweat
I’m freaking out
It’s like a poison in my brain
It’s like a fog that blurs the scene
It’s like a vine you can’t untangle
I’m freaking out
Everytime I turn around
Something don’t feel right
Just might be paranoid
I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit
I’m paranoid
Yeah
I take the necessary steps
To get some air into my chest
I’m taking all the doctors meds
I’m still freaking out
That’s why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I’m runnin all the background checks
And she’s freakin out
Everytime I turn around
Something’s just not right
Just might be paranoid
I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit
Consider me destroyed
Cause I don’t know how to act cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I’m paranoid
Stuck in a room of staring faces
Oh
Caught in a nightmare, can’t wake up
If you hear my cry running through her streets
I’m about to freak
Come and rescue me
Just might be paranoid, yea
I’m avoidin the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don’t know what it is but it just don’t fit
Consider me destroyed
I don’t know how to act cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I’m paranoid